Hello
I feel terrible. The annoying part is the onset of how awful i feel, i just suddenly feel this way. But i think it's a buildup from the entire day.
In the morning our slot with jason made me feel like crap because somehow we've utterly lost the feeling we had when we first did our run, at least till where we stopped.
After the slotting through the morning we went to parkway and had the worst of lunches, well, it was macs, but macs always gives me the awful after feeling
Then we rushed back to meet jason again to help us with the rape and fight scene. He made me go at zach over and over and over again! It was damned tiring. Then he taught zach how to fling me across the floor. The difference is jason could carry me and put me down gently but zach couldn't, so it hurt! And then when jason told me just fight him, i did! and then he accidentally punched me. and my gum bled a bit. It didn't hurt for long to be honest, but it was funny seeing the 'oh no!' look on his face. Poor zach got slapped by me a thousand times though. Sorry zach! Actually, i think everyone got mini punches from me today. It was insult charlotte day! Everyone, and i mean everyone's been insulting me and throwing jokes at me, even jason okay, wadup!
We improved on the rape scene next, which we all needed.
Okay I'm too tired to continue with slots. In any case, I went home after, then changed and showered to go send Ying off. Ying you must be happy!
After that, the onset of the awful mood set in. I'm still feeling awful, for a thousand reasons, but i shall read a bit, listen to some decent music, and sleep. I must feel better
Hello!
despite having lit on friday, and floppin my math today, i am sitting here in front of the computer, tv at the side, watching american idol. blake! i love the fella!
i am also checking out what plays i have to catch. i see my money slipping away already
matt's house has a view that's beyond fantastic. everything looks like some sort of a model from above. me and steph fell asleep reading our text, woke up, got entranced by the magnificent view, looked and looked and watched and watched people things and buildings and MRT stations (haha) for an hour. after that we sit down, enjoyed the lovely breeze that i would pay to have at home, and contemplated life, things and people, our futures, a decade away from now, contentment and a lot more. it's wonderful to be able to talk about things like that with matt and steph. you can't go around talking about your bloody existence to just anybody without them thinking you're half insane
meanwhile, mumu tanying (who by the way tried to rape me on matt's couch!) and johnny were making a helluva noise, STRANGE noises in matt's room, on matt's bed. i shall say no more. it was hilarious!
today i bring you the powerpuff girls. courtesy of khairi! haha
movies i want to watch:
300
The Fountain
Dreamgirls (matt steph)
The Pursuit of Happyness
Protege (oei!)
Letters from Iwo Jima
History Boys
Cyborg (ethel)
if you wanna watch any of the above, please tell me! let's go watch!
finally, thank you karen! for calling me like, for hours and hours to check on me (for a few days). being the idiot that i am i still manage to sleep again and again, and i am aquiring grace's sound-like-you're-awake skill. BAD STUFF! thanks karen x1000000 for everything! (ethel said she would have given up on me). there's our silly ages ago picture. well no la, last year only haha. i promise! you're thousand year overdue birthday present by the march holidays
Hello!
despite having lit on friday, and floppin my math today, i am sitting here in front of the computer, tv at the side, watching american idol. blake! i love the fella!
i am also checking out what plays i have to catch. i see my money slipping away already
matt's house has a view that's beyond fantastic. everything looks like some sort of a model from above. me and steph fell asleep reading our text, woke up, got entranced by the magnificent view, looked and looked and watched and watched people things and buildings and MRT stations (haha) for an hour. after that we sit down, enjoyed the lovely breeze that i would pay to have at home, and contemplated life, things and people, our futures, a decade away from now, contentment and a lot more. it's wonderful to be able to talk about things like that with matt and steph. you can't go around talking about your bloody existence to just anybody without them thinking you're half insane
meanwhile, mumu tanying (who by the way tried to rape me on matt's couch!) and johnny were making a helluva noise, STRANGE noises in matt's room, on matt's bed. i shall say no more. it was hilarious!
today i bring you the powerpuff girls. courtesy of khairi! haha
movies i want to watch:
300
The Fountain
Dreamgirls (matt steph)
The Pursuit of Happyness
Protege (oei!)
Letters from Iwo Jima
History Boys
Cyborg (ethel)
if you wanna watch any of the above, please tell me! let's go watch!
finally, thank you karen! for calling me like, for hours and hours to check on me (for a few days). being the idiot that i am i still manage to sleep again and again, and i am aquiring grace's sound-like-you're-awake skill. BAD STUFF! thanks karen x1000000 for everything! (ethel said she would have given up on me). there's our silly ages ago picture. well no la, last year only haha. i promise! you're thousand year overdue birthday present by the march holidays
UUUURRRGGGAAAH!
screwed my econs today and what do i get now that im actually trying to get started studying for math? which by the way is tomorrow. I LEFT MY CALCULATOR IN SCHOOL
and this is hoping i really did. otherwise, i lost it. fuck!
to everyone studying, i sure as hell might as well give up, so good luck to you
there we go. a funny song that's been keeping me alive. hope it makes you smile too! (plus want a cookie, no, want COOKIES after)
hello.
it is sunday. what's been happening?
i havent been in school properly, thursday was my exam, friday we slacked about, pe, then we didnt go for lessons cos exams were pushed forward. then after tt i went to bugis, did some shopping YAY!, even bought earrings, had swensons with grace and ahnaf, then to the national library for a bit to borrow some books, then! some really nice fella gave us free tickets to titoudao! THANK YOU SIR! so! me ahnaf lay peng and grace watched titoudao instead of macbeth, which i heard was good too, but titoudao was amazing, amazing set (amazing!) amazing costume (amazing!), excellent lights. wonderful really
after that, us four went to macdonalds and ate and talked about the show, by the time we were done it was 1130. by the time i got home 12 plus
jolly good day!
saturday i met ahnaf and oei for the storytelling workshop which was a waste of time! after that we bought tidbits from bugis street, went to bugis junction for bubble tea and to waste time, then me and ahnaf went to the library
after that we sort of met grace and her friends who were at bugis mugging, then we went to raffles city to EAT! haha
wasted time and ate and ate, then ahnaf and i trained home while grace went to funan or some sorts. waste time day
today, i let myself wake up at 1245 pm. im such a loser. still am wasting time right now!
church later
hello. i think i might be switching over to vox. because no one else i know uses it. haha! so please dont copy me and start using vox too if i use it okay! i like vox! it's super easy to use, very user friendly(:
the few pictures i have of nerd day today, because my damned camera has no more battery. what a fop! it was fun but we didnt quite pull through, because all we did was wear the specs haha. only oei sat through the whole of assembly with her blouse tucked in heh heh. i chickened out last minute
after school i finished watching midsummer night's dream in ava. you know, rupert everett, my dear oberon, just cannot be gay. please? you know what's worse? mr harris says he used to be a prostitute. oh my god! look, he is not gay correct?
so anyway. after that, the trinity went to the esplanade again. we felt lost and tired, and annoyed. grabbed some books, headed to suntec where grace had her pasta and me and zach had yami youhgurt. did i spell that right this time? well zach had the largest sized one can you imagine that please?
after that i walked for AGES to bugis area, across the artfriend building in bras basar, just so my dear faddy could pick me up. stupid boy refused to drive to raffles city!
bi got here yesterday. me and ethel are pissed off because we absolutely missed him. we wanted to go down to the airport. but i was in an awful mood, and she wasn't in the best of moods either. urgh we got so damned pissed reading and looking at pictures people who went took. bloody hell! i'll post pictures of him in concert and everything some other time
shant continue, too lazy. goodbye!
